I know you would think Easter would be a beautiful holiday for a bereaved mom, but it isn't for me. I have struggled with it since losing Rhiannon 24 years ago. I know that Christ's resurrection is a wonderful promise but it feels as if it is a carrot dangled just far enough in front of me as just to tease and make me keep working toward it, but sometimes I am so tired.I feel like I cannot make it one more day without my babies with me. I want it now. Now Now Now . I want my kids back with me. I am not good with patience or the thought that they are in a better place until then. How can any place be better without their moms. Everyone needs their mom.
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