Tonight I am suppose to be able to put on a smiley face and present scholarships to two of Loughlin's best friends. I know, I know what you all are thinking, It has been 2+ years. Get a grip. But on the other hand I should be accompanying my 17 yr old son to all of his Senior friends parties and graduations, not handing out money in his name.
Today the air is so very heavy. The stars swirling around my head. My lips are numb. My heart aches. I am tired.
The scholarship handing out went smoothly. I love these two young men we gave the scholarships too. I know there future will hold much. I didn't mean to take away their happiness. Just bittersweet.
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