Summer Break ???????

I haven't been on here too much lately but the end of school and since has been hectic to say the least. I am coaching Maya & Lea in Softball, Harlen is coaching True in Babe Ruth and Giles is also playing Minors. We have practice almost every M-W-F and Games T-Th and True plays on Saturday doubleheaders. Cyrus fills in as Giles ride and guardian on game days a long with usually 3 of his friends. (What a great big brother) I am extremely exhausted but I love every minute of it. I can't imagine missing a single moment of my kids' life. The worst part is we all play T-Th and I have only been able to watch Giles play once and that is only because time schedules and location worked out perfectly. He feels jipped and I understand. Next year hopefully the games come up on different days. Tomorrow we leave for a bull trip to California, all of us, down and back in two days. Next Sunday True goes to BYU football camp and Cyrus and the rest of the family head to University of Wyoming for Orientation. Cyrus leaving the nest is getting close. I can't and won't talk much about it. If I do the tears flow and I feel like an emotional wreck. On top of all of that I feel lousy, health wise. I am tired all of the time and my stomach is a mess almost everyday. I can't remember the last time I ate solid food and felt well. I know seeing a doctor would be smart but in my case I am sure it is stress and emotions and just life!