The second week of EMDR has been extremely easier. My appointments have been on Fridays and today marks the 4th day after and I feel better. I felt a little joy yesterday with my kids doing our normal night routine. I felt joy spending the day with Harlen, I was knee deep in mud at a farm sale, and yet I had a good time. Today I am alone in the house, kids in school, Harlen off to another farm sale, I hope I don't take a uturn back. I hope I can keep making progress. I just wish now that I could feel peace, some sort of peace. I just miss Loughlin so much. My heart breaks everytime I think about what could have been.
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I'm glad you had a good day and are feeling better!
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