Banished

As most of you know Harlen's last bone marrow biopsy came back showing cancer, not as much as last time but it is there. We came down to the Huntsman Center today and I feel like a fish out of water. I feel banished from everything I know. I don't believe I knew it was going to be this hard. I miss my kids and my grandbaby. I miss the country and the roads with no cars. I miss the nice nurses at St. Luke's. I miss being able to eat dinner with my husband because they don't want me to order from his room. I miss my bed and have I mentioned I miss my kids. The bull sale is going to be so hard. I fly our Saturday night for the sale and come back Thursday to see Harlen. Life is still a journey. Pray our sale goes well.