Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Rock Bottom

Never say it can't get any worse because it usually will. My family needs prayers more than ever. I have made mistakes that have sent our lives spiralling out of control. I am needing to find my will to fight, yet I am so tired, putting the dishes in the dishwasher is more than I want to attempt.

I am grateful for friends who stay by us through it all.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

you and your loved ones are forever in my prayers and thoughts each day,,glad to have ome contat again xoxo

Bridget said...

Thinking of you and sending prayers to the Father in your behalf.

Eldredge Family said...

You have never meet me but, I read every blog post. I want you to know I love you dearly and I do not judge you at all. I lost my 8 month old to SIDS 13 months ago. It has nearly killed me. I get angry and it has truly tested my testimony. It hurts so bad. I have had thoughts of just wanting to end it all. Death can be a very dark and hard place to be. I know you have lost a little girl to SIDS. I can not imagine going through that then, years later losing my oldest son. I can 100% understand how difficult that would be. I just want you to know that I love you dearly. I pray for you daily. My heart mourns with you.

Colleen said...

Sending you lots & lots of prayers. There are days that I think I can conquer the world, and think, ok I am on the upward road, and then realize in the strangest moment that I can't give one more ounce. I don't have it in me. Try to feel the arms of Heavenly Father, as we are all praying for them to be wrapped around you right now.

{ Bethany } said...

I am thinking of you and your family and hoping you can get the break you need. Sometimes you hit a plateau and you just have to wait until the storm passes until you can get enough strength back to even THINK about going on. The dishes can wait...they're not going anywhere! Sleep in, eat pizza, and snuggle with your kids. *hug*

~Bethany

The Holland Family said...

I wish I could take your pain away for just one minute so you could feel relief. I think about you often and my prayers are with you and your family. I know there is not much anyone can say or do to help the pain. I hope just knowing that you are loved helps some. Love, Nicole - Mia's mom ^i^

Heather C said...

Thinking of you Kenda and will be sending some positive vibes north to you. Love you.