Fate can be so cruel. My mom is in the Hospital

Have you met Fate? Does anyone know what she looks like? I would like to talk to her. I would like to know why every time I get my feet underneath me she sweeps them away. Why I can't spend a week without a tragedy, setback, grief, or loss knocks on my door.

My mom was rushed in an ambulance to Utah Valley Hospital early this morning. She has been in ill health for a while now. She had her gall bladder out on the 10th of June. She was diagnosed with gout The next day she was sent home. She had one day at home. I talked to her 2 times on the phone. She wasn't herself. She was over emotional and didn't make sense when she spoke. This morning my dad left her side just to start the dryer and get a cup of coffee. When he came back to the bedroom my mom was face sown on the dressing room floor. (hardwood) and non responsive. My dad tried to get her to respond for a while and then called 911. She is now in the hospital in a medical induced coma. She has never gained consciousness. I am still in Oregon. I am going out of my mind. I am going to leave tomorrow. I will miss Lea's last game. What if my mom never wakes up? I am heartbroken again.
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