Window of opportunity

When I get more time I will post about my incredible vacation to Hawaii. It was all I could hope for and more. I saw scenery that only you see in pictures. It was relaxing and it was also very hard to come home. I missed my kids terribly and all I could think about is taking them back one day. I want to move there. If I could figure a way for our family to make it, I would be there tomorrow. Mahalo.

I am sorry that I live where I live. I want to go somewhere and make a fresh start. I want a new start with a religion. I want to find something that helps me feel peace. I don't like where I am at. I have tried for a while but that window of opportunity is gone. I am starting a new trail, a new venture in to finding a peace.

Hawaii Bound

Tuesday morning bright and early we are leaving for beautiful Hawaii for 7 days. As it quickly approaches, the nerves are starting to settle and the excitement is growing. I am still a little crazy scared about losing the kids but the beautiful waves of the pacific are calling my name and I can no longer ignore their voices. I am going to relax and enjoy this so much. It has been forever since Harlen and I have been alone for more than a few hours.