Wanting to Help

I had a very smart lady tell me the other day that when people wonder what they can do to help in the grieving process, they should just tell you a memory of Loughlin. Telling us, I know in a loving way, that he is in a better place does not help. I think it comforts them but for me, I would imagine, that Loughlin misses us as much as we miss him.Being on the other side makes it easier but his heart is still aching. We are getting ready for our big sale and his absence is very hard. We are making some hurdles with the insurance company and maybe we can finally find a way to live this new life that was given to us.

Better Days

I am in a better place right now even though the world around me remains chaotic. I can feel the healing power soothe my aching soul. My mind is somewhat at peace, my thoughts have simmered. I am overwhelmed with the love I feel for those around me and at times I am even able to bear some others' burdens. Grateful.

The Ride

I was hoping for the new year this nauseating ride I continue to be on would come to an end; but it keeps on. Soon it should run out of fuel.......you would think.

Fasting and Praying

I am once again on my knees fasting and praying for some peace. My desire for a new beginning for the new year has fallen flat. There is always hope though, right?