OMG Sometimes it feels like the accident was yesterday. The farm trucks, harvest, the colors, the briskness in the air, football, Homecoming, election forthcoming. I have to convince myself that it has been 10 years since Loughlin died. The pain is so fresh, so raw. The mind is so foggy, confused. The soul so tattered, hopeless. The realization is back. The capability of keeping one foot in the past and one in the present is becoming impossible
Why? How? My heart is shredded. There is no peace for me today, but tomorrow will be better. It has to be.
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